you're having a bad day for no particular reason. then when you get that very faint flicker of hope that it's going to be over soon, it has the dignity to get even worse.
I'm irritable the whole day, work stuff was not very nice, not even close to tolerable, im dead on my feet but still i could not sleep, my atm card is not working...then someone pissed me off by asking me the most stupid question he'd ever asked. It's a (excuse me) fucked up day for me. and i'm writing this post beside a lighted Christmas tree with cheerful Christmas balls in different glittery colors. Then i feel bad because a good friend was very happy and i felt a little jealous because her happy was too loud ("We Bought a Zoo" line); dont get me wrong, im really glad she was happy.
What to do? Nothing really but make myself feel that I at least have one person on my side -- ME. Saying that actually made me feel good. Because no matter how hopeless I get sometimes, i know i can count on myself to make it all better, just like today. They say it's all in the mind, psychology thing. I say sometimes days are just (excuse me again) screwed up no matter how psychologically and emotionally healthy we are.
You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee to go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces everytime
And I don't need no carryin' on
Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
Maybe the coming night and day will be better ones... I hope so.
this made my day way way way better: now here's the smile for today >>>> ^_______^
You're so right, Until you're with yourself, hopes are alive that things will be okay...
ReplyDeleteIt's okay if nobody is with you but everything's wrong when you're not with yourself!!
Thanks! That is definitely true! :)
DeleteI feel the same.. Sometimes I just get sick of saying to myself 'it will get better'. There are times when I do feel happy but then things go downhill again..
ReplyDeleteThere's just so much stress these days maybe :'/
let's be cheer up by the thought that the sun will still come up no matter how f*cked up the night is... :)
DeleteSumasarap ang pakiramdam ko kapag naririnig ko yung song na yan. Di ko napapansin yung mensahe e. Ganda kasi ng music. I'm sure ok kna now. Naisulat mo na e. hehe Sending you more GVs :) Smile
ReplyDeletehahaha. TRUE. and ngayon ko lang din napanood yung mtv...i never thought it's this good. :) super feel good talaga...
DeleteWe all have bad days - here's to a better tomorrow :-)
ReplyDeleteaww...thanks :')
DeleteWhenever I have days like this one that you had, I just think that someone might be having a more terrible day than I am. I know it's a bit mean, trying to find comfort in someone elses misery but it just makes me a bit more grateful and cheers me up a bit. Glad that you still find hope, hope is one thing we cannot be without :)
ReplyDeletei'll do that next time...hahaha. and true, hope keeps us going no matter what. thanks for the thought. :)
DeleteBy the time you are reading my comment, I hope things are better for you. In my case, what I usually do when I'm suddenly faced with sadness and some random misfortune at work, I treat myself to a great meal, blog about it and pray that tom. will surely be a better day. :)
ReplyDeleteThank you for always reading and commenting in my blog btw. I really appreciate it.
salamat. i really like your blog posts. :) and thanks for the advice, food always helps of course. hehe.
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