Sunday, November 11, 2012

deal w/ it, run away from it?

i decided to build new bridges instead of trying to mend broken ones...

First one. there's these folders (Aantayin Kita & Alba) in my player that i deleted just now. They contained songs i still like but i'd rather include in other folders. Then i threw away some stuff and gifts, burned to ashes letters and journals. It sounds weird but it actually felt good. It's not being bitter or crazy, it's just me making a big leap instead of the tiny little steps that never seem to bring me anywhere. ^^,)

Second. When i'm ready to admit  what i feel, maybe i'll do another big leap. For now, i'll stop asking questions and just listen to what you have to say... Thanks. ^^,)

And in the end the words won't matter
'Cause in the end nothing stays the same
And in the end dreams just scatter and fall like rain

Third. I downloaded a new song. All We Are (Matt Nathanson). My favorite line is "everyday is a start of something beautiful, something real"...  There is always hope; it is a matter of how we deal that makes the difference on who wins and who loses. When we decide to give up on something, the best way to make up is to decide to start something else. Something good, something we could be proud of, something that could make us happy... something we can use to make others happy. Of all things, the simplest one are usually the more genuine and sincere. ^^,)

Q: is it possible to like someone and dislike him at the same time?
A: it is.
Q: and when will i know which one wins?
A: when you let your heart decides which one does...