Wednesday, November 14, 2012

Of ironies and bad days...

you're having a bad day for no particular reason. then when you get that very faint flicker of hope that it's going to be over soon, it has the dignity to get even worse. 

I'm irritable the whole day, work stuff was not very nice, not even close to tolerable, im dead on my feet but still i could not sleep, my atm card is not working...then someone pissed me off by asking me the most stupid question he'd ever asked.  It's a (excuse me) fucked up day for me. and i'm writing this post beside a lighted Christmas tree with cheerful Christmas balls in different glittery colors. Then i feel bad because a good friend was very happy and i felt a little jealous because her happy was too loud ("We Bought a Zoo" line); dont get me wrong, im really glad she was happy.

What to do? Nothing really but make myself feel that I at least have one person on my side -- ME. Saying that actually made me feel good. Because no matter how hopeless I get sometimes, i know i can count on myself to make it all better, just like today. They say it's all in the mind, psychology thing. I say sometimes days are just (excuse me again) screwed up no matter how psychologically and emotionally healthy we are.

You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee to go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces everytime
And I don't need no carryin' on

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day

Maybe the coming night and day will be better ones... I hope so. 

this made my day way way way better: now here's the smile for today  >>>>  ^_______^