Monday, October 8, 2012

it's ok to cry. but it didnt make me OK...

because i thought it was okay, I cried a lot.
i allow the pain to remain for sometime.
i was thinking, maybe, just maybe, we'll both get tired soon.
then it will be all over.

i'll get tired waiting for you to remember i hurt too.
i'd get tired looking for strength to pray you're ok.
i'll get tired searching for a flicker of gratitude.
i'll get tired being played over and over by your dirty hands.
i'll get tired hoping you'd come back.

that you, too, would get tired breaking my heart.

i can only wish, hope and pray.
i'm strong and tough and all.
but right now i just feel plain stupid. 

NOTE: picture was taken during my visit in Tagaytay City... well, that is entirely for another story. btw, this is a result of my dentist visit.. i just dont know how dentists could have voice that soothing and cause so much pain...sorry, im no dentist-fan...

***no smile for this post.