When you cannot make the changes, sometimes the circumstances would take over and change you instead. It makes no difference if you tried, gave your best shot, and all that. It doesn't matter if you suddenly stopped caring and let whoever wants to make the call. What matters is how it all ends up, because either way everything ends. Whether it's you who lead the story, or somebody else made things happen, there is always the future transforming itself to become the present, and then be the past. So we make the choice. I made mine. I think I'm gonna start here. And I'm gonna end it here.
Yeah, I'm done. For now.